this is positively the worst thing that can possibly happen now, it just made my life even sadder than before. there's van helsing at 10 later. yay hugh jackman. i'm probably the laziest person and best procrastinator. been sleeping alot lately and feel like sleeping most of the time when i;m awake. been dreaming about going on a vacation...like buy an air ticket now and fly off to san fran. feel like reading a few books now. but i am to lazy to. plus theres this nagging feeling/sensation? ___cant find a suitable word for it that makes studying seem important(and it actually is to most). not a very happy person now. envious of the year5s and rich kids. must make it a point/a resolution in life to change the education system in singapore. to abolish exams. i just think it's a pointless and highly inaccurate measure of intelligence. yes, gpa's one of them. not very happy with that thing.

everyone's leaving me now. like alot. ok just more than dewi and dickson and they're not coming back anytime soon.