The only thing I regret was to let them step all over us. She something like if our blogs are personal, why was she able to read it. of course she can read lah. we didnt lock our blogs what( i tried and failed to way before this shit happened). just because she's the dm doesnt mean that she can say whatever she likes and force us to subscribe to her opinions which are obviously biased. I don't see why she had to include her husband into the picture, to ask him to judge whether videos downloaded from the internet could have been nc16. most would think that our ft would help clear our name. unfortunately ours didnt. she was trying to find loopholes in our arguments all the while, fucking annoys me to no ends. thus i conclude that all teachers are evil. haha. give me a demerit point for this lor. you have no proof that i wrote this because my name isnt here! HAHA. they were trying to be like magnanimous or something saying that they won't continue to pursue the matter. it wasnt their call to pursue it in the first place. PLEASE. and then they're pushing the blame to our parents?! well not they, it's that woman. she said it as if our parents are the ones who should be held responsible for our behaviour and that she expects to see their commitment letter shit in her pigeon hole. heloo. you're not the boss of my parents, neither are you the boss of me. it's absolutely ludicrous! the nerve of them to tell our parents to write a what my parents and i felt was an 'apology' for their 'bad parenting'. of course, knowing my parents, they wouldn't agree to such an unreasonable request or should i say demand. they completely show no respect to our parents! hah. should have told her what my dad thinks this situation thing is all about. "SABOTAGE!" HAH. would love to see the look on her face. would be priceless! i only told her what mom said. hah. she looked like she was going to burst or something. well that would be good. the world would be a much better place.

i really cannot accept the education system here. or the M.O of those people. they think that they're teaching us the right things? oh yeah? so what's with them hiring one of us as a spy so that they can get information? are they cultivating the correct behaviour? they say that people who gamble off their money and wives all start out by gambling a small amount of money. so according to their analogy, that little spy would ultimately grow up to be a traitor to their own country.yeah that's true.

the mindset that the education system instils in us is wrong. they teach us to be selfish, to be unwilling to stand up for others even if we know we could probably help, they teach us to threaten, to coerce, to incite hatred amongst people in order to achieve our desires. this we learn from them. well, every man for himself right, if you don't stand up for yourself no one will. so that explains my point of how people can turn ugly just for their own gain.

i don't see how the she couldnt have been more vindictive. this obviously shows how she's such a prude and not well versed in biology. well duh coz she doesnt teach it. lol. i mean arguing from a more scientific perspective, it's human instinct to be curious for both sexes and certain hormones are released during puberty for boys to ....do what ever they do during puberty. this they must understand. they can't expect everyone to be a mould of themselves. and i certainly don't believe that they are saints like they carry themselves as/like they think they are. lame. moreover, different people have different views towards things. like the time when this boy squeezed himself into the lift before all of us could exit. i thought that was rude, but to him it probably wasn't rude at all. the same as watching ___. we think that it's alright but you think that watching it without the __ scenes is a crime and we were wrong. who are you to judge? you're not god. god can judge, i would let him judge. although i'm buddhist but he's legit. he's higher power that we cannot reject. but she's not. she's just, HER. if she thinks it's morally wrong for us to watch it then she's just being very narrow minded about things. it's not even a crime for crying out loud! trying to threaten us/scare us, that the police would apprehend us if they see us watching it. please like they would. the most they would do it to just get us to stop. law enforcers are clearly more rational. point is, she has no right to say whether something is wrong according t her own opinions. that's just downright unfair and not to mention unreasonable. the entire episode was completely unnecessary and ridiculous.

and i cried because i thought they were being difficult and unreasonable to include more people into the picture and that they were being unfair and had no right to butt in to our personal lives,. saying that us coming together as a homogenous group spoils the reputation or whatever , check the logic. i mean i know what we did but they cannot just call us in just because of their baseless assumptions. and and and. them reading our blogs, prying into our lives is considered stalking. cyber stalking to be exact. and it's against the law here. thank your lucky stars i'm not that rich to start a lawsuit. i would if i could, definitely. i just don't want to constantly be at unease and feel uncomfortable going on with life because at the back of my mind i know that they could be watching our every move. this is just retarded, and like i said ludicrous. if they are so busy like they claim to be then stop all this nonsense. stop prying. it's a breech of personal privacy and it's considered to be harrassment. they can be sued for that. they're relying on the fact that every parent would come to terms with what they are accusing their child for. and that's obviously a gamble because i would not take this lying down if my child is under constant scrutiny.

and i think that some of them are relishing in the possible destruction of our gleaming future. and enjoying all the drama that goes with it. like a certain someone who was being super sarcastic saying things like 'did you sleep well? you look like you have lots of things on your mind.' kind of shit. they're being sadistic and i'm not afraid to tell them that. the least they/that person could have done was to help us. i mean, if you were there, you could have seen how perverse that person is viewing the situation. really as though he's enjoying all of it. sick bastard.

and they cannot just tear us apart, destroy our relationships and with the flip of the dime say that they won't pursue the matter anymore. <--i tweaked a quote to fit the situation.

and i'm glad that north korea finally released the 2 american journalists.